La Luna De Tus Ojos

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i feel so sad right now. Very very sad. I feel like a bad boyfriend. A terrible one. How can I love her so much and still do nothing about it? Why can’t I be there for her when she’s down or up or tired or hungry or ok and make her feel great all the time?

Distance drives people insane. Seeing her for two weeks every 7 months breaks my heart even if i did see her.

14 days in 217.

Two out of 28 weeks.

That’s probably all I’ll see of her in the year so two out of 48 weeks.

That’s 3.83% of a year.

The entire other 96.17% is a mixture of pain, sleep and “i miss her“‘s.

It shouldn’t be that way. I love her SO MUCH.

I feel like it should be given to us by right, the time to be with each other. Our love is pure and perfect and nothing can break it, even if it encompasses so many emotions sometimes that it feels like my skin is separated from my bones and muscles. We deserve better than pain. It huts so much. Nothing can ever compare to the last night of the last trip, but cumulatively, i’ve felt worse than a leper for the past year.

i miss her

A lot

Too much

I’ve had enough of my life here, I want to experience it with her.

If I could have one wish, it would CERTAINLY, surely, indubitably, undeniably, inevitably be about her. I’d make the wish with her in mind. It would take me to her.

why is it so hard

to fly.